Sean Fernandez |
I miss you so much.... |
August 20, 2014 |
There are so many memories that it's hard to put them into words. Over 7 years of my life with Brooke....and that seems way to short now. From the first time I saw her pushing that food cart across the room....I knew I had to have her. That bleached blonde hair with bright red lips and she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. I don't know how to explain what we shared in a way that anyone would understand....except her. So I am just going to let the words flow....I know she "gets" it.
Halloween (our first kiss), the Orange line, the Red line, Hollywood/Highland, the Farmers Market , Jerry's Deli (she always ordered split pea soup), Ventura Blvd./Newcastle, Ronnie Brown, Starlight Cottage, Golden Eagle, Pizza's, Coffee w/ Splenda, Yogi, Citrus, Michaels, Chico, "White Lightning", Fish Fry, OC Fair (we rode an elephant), rehab, the GreenHouse, El Torito, 2nd Street/ Falcon, NFL, sushi, Pi-pa Mountain, blasting the music cleaning house, Hillcrest, cold nights with the fan on, menthols, rehab again, Signal Hill, tattoos, "grassy knoll", HB, Irvine, the day we got Fonzie, Pelican Hill, turkey dinners, cuban food, awkward kisses, Ventura Beach, Palm Springs, laying in bed watching TV, saying I Love You....the list goes on and on. I could keep going forever but I know she "gets" it.
I am so sad that this story ended the way that it did. She brought so much love, joy, excitement, saddness and never ending flavor into my life. I am forever grateful that I was able to share so much of my life with her. I will never forget the way she made me feel...with her tenderness and kindness, the way she lit up the room with her down to earth beauty and style. I will keep the memories of her alive in my heart forever.
I love you Brooke Watkins.